Welcome Christy--Well, this disease does kick butt at times and I was actually where you are now 3 years ago when I got this at age 48. This is my suggestions; 1) you must have a good team of drs. 2) you must find a way to put humor in your life w/ this nastiness. 3) some days are good and some are not. Like me, i guess, you cannot take methotrexate as it can cause lung problems and we already have that so Imuran is good. I took that for a while and am now on Cellcept. Enbrel did nothing and Remicade was not very effective. Rituxan was my ticket to a huge turn around. Please talk to your dr about it. Also, Singulair pill, Advair inhaler and Albuterol in a nebulizer has helped my lungs. I am finally down to 5 mg Prednisone. Just letting you know that there are drug combinations and hope for the months ahead. What part of the country do you live in? I am in East Texas. Will send you positive thoughts!