My name is Marilyn. I am a 44 year old mother of 7 children(ages 10-25)
My first SCLS episode occurred Jan.9th,2008.
It began with symptoms like the beginnings of a head cold, skin crawling, etc. I upped my zinc, and airborne for two days. On the third day, nausea began, so i figured i had caught a mild stomach virus on top of the cold. That night, i awoke nauseated with muscle weakness, fatigue. I had been diagnosed with high blood pressure, and all i could think of was to check my bp.
In the process, i collapsed and began throwing up all over myself.
I checked my bp which was very low like 80 over 40. I didn't want to wake my husband, but when i saw these numbers i knew i was in trouble.
Even so, i took some promethazine, and laid back down. Sat morning i continued to get worse. I began to become confused and sicker. If i tried to sit up, i would begin vomiting. i had to stay horizontal. My husband rushed me to er.
They actually left me waiting for three hours, before getting me a room. I was in ER for thirteen hours before being admitted to the floor and then immediately to ICU.
No one had a clue what was going on, i had 7 different doctors trying to figure out what i had. In the meantime, i was pushed an enormous amount of fluids(i gained 60 pds.) and dopamine.
This was the worst episode out of the total four i have had. (i was in ICU two weeks, one week on the floor, and the last in physical rehab-due to severe neuropathy).
The second was Thanksgiving08,(to which i was being treated with sterioids for inflammation in my neck). Looking back i realized i had thwarted off an episode. My belly had swollen up, i had muscle weakness, and bp was on the low side.
The third was Dec. 29th,08.
This time my husband called for an ambulance, again low bp, dehydration, had initial cold-like symptoms, and so forth. It was then that we realized the first time was not some rare infection but a syndrome of sorts. My sister is a physician and she remembered reading of a syndrome similar to this. She along with her husband(critical care pulmonoligist), and my husband had me moved to St. Luke's in Houston, TX. There i stayed only two weeks but with a 40lb weight gain. They didn't use dopamine, but some sort of vaso-restricter instead. Less than two weeks after being released, i went to the mayo clinic and was seen by Dr. Greippe. I began the terabutaline and theophylline as soon as i returned home.
Before i reached the theoph. therapeutic level, i had a fourth episode in Feb09. I gained only 20lbs., was treated with albumin and steroids, and left 5 days later.
Since that time, i have stopped the terabutaline, but continued the theoph. When i reached the level during my recovery, i never seemed to bounce back. and this was the least traumatic of my hospitalizations.
My original weight was 120-122 lbs. i now fluctuate daily from 125-131.
i feel sluggish, bloated, and depressed every day. despite the fact i am on cymbalta
I originally was on welbutrin, but switched prior to fourth episode because of the theoph. interraction.
My belly is still bloated. The other three times it went down. I even had my OBGYN do a sonogram to check for ascites,(spell check that one). It came back negative.
My husband keeps insisting if i exercised i would get better, but the problem is i don't have much energy.
Occasionally, i will have a good day, maybe once or twice a month and i am up and moving with all the energy i had before. Those are the days that help me to remember what "normal" is.
My question is do you think i am struggling with the SCLS on a daily basis and the theophylline is suppressing it? Or, the theophylline in the therapeutic zone ,is actually making me this way?
Any suggestions would be a lifesaver since it has been 4 months of this, and i feel like i am no longer living. It's unfair to my children and my husband. i live with guilt for not being a participant, but rather a spectator. And yet, there is no magic pill for this. i do pray, though.
And this has definitely drawn my family and my husband and i closer.
I write down plans for the future(things i want to do again, or plans with my family)-- when i will be well. This is something positive i do when the present gets to be too depressing. It has helped.
sincerely, marilyn