I find it hard to live with this disease. I have four grandchildren. And they all love me. I want to do many things with them . I get tired easily. I look normal but I am not. My husband even forgets sometimes that I am not well. He gets mad when he finds me lying down when he gets home from work. I try to keep a positive attitude. But many times I feel like no one understands what I am going through. Everytime I turn around it seems like I have another medical problem. Or I am taking another medicine. I hate it. I pray for strength. It does help. I just want to know how others like me keep positive while dealing with this disease.