Hi all.
First off, Happy Easter to all that celebrate!!
Okay.......now...I can say that lung function can definitely improve. I am proof of that. My lungs are back to normal. My respirologist would not had believed it if she had not been there from the start of all this. Even though I still have ILD, I am showing little symptoms of it at this time. I still have to be very diligent however. ILD can NOT be cured, only slowed. I just figure we can really slow it for the next 40-50 yrs. then it can do whatever the hell it wants to me...lol
I also have polymyositis. Again, it can NOT be cured, only slowed. I have learned that with any myositis, the muscles lose the ability to repair themselves. Because of this, it can be a very fine line between exercising enough to maintain our muscles, to doing too much and causing irreparable damage. I walk, do small household chores and such to keep as active as I can, but I would urge caution. Too much excercise, or too strenuous weight lighting etc. could do harm. Be careful finding your individual threshold.
Also, rest, rest, rest.....
The hardest part of this disease is accepting that you will now be limited in almost everything you wish to do. Accept your limits, and make the best of the life you do still have.
My neurologist laughs with me, and says there are only 2 things with this disease that we are absolutely sure of.
1. It will progress. Even though we have it fairly under control right now and I am doing "well", at some point it will again start to progress. I intend for that to be a very long time from now though..
2. It is unpredictable. As you have already noticed, there is some common factors we pretty much all share. Prednisone seems to help almost all of us, as does IVig. Yet we all seem to react to different amounts, different steroid sparing immunosuppressant agents ( imuran, methotrexate, cell crept, cyclophosphamide. Etc.)
Even though I believe that I will beat this, I have also accepted that life will never be the same is it was before this happened. I know I will have have setbacks, relapses, complications, etc. but I will continue to work through them. I accept that I may not be able to do everything I once did, like walk 5 miles of mountain stream while casting a fly to the unsuspecting trout swimming the clear pristine waters. I accept I will never run the Boston Marathon.. ( never would have when healthy either, but sounds good now..lol)
But this does not mean I am rolling over dead either. I still fish, but pick a small area, or do it from a boat. I still take walks walks with my wife, they are just shorter, and somewhat slower. I have come to look forward to a well earned afternoon nap. I can not play soccer with my grandson anymore, but I can still cheer him on, and even be the loudest supporter most days.
Also, on the weight gain. I try to eat healthy, but I also try to eat what I enjoy. I do not give a rats ass if I am now a "few" pounds over weight...( or even more then a few...lol). Trust me, I tried to modify my diet to combat the weight gain from the prednisone. Really made very little difference. Now, I don't care. I know why, and that is all that matters. All I care about is that I am alive. And I am going to enjoy every moment of being alive. Right now, that means chocolate Easter eggs, and plenty off them, and a big Easter breakfast with my family.
Remember, we have been given a second chance at life. Don't waste it worrying about what could be. Accept it, and take what is now.
I think I have babbled on long enough. Time for breakfast, I scan smell it cooking.
God Bless and Keep Up The Good Fight
Wayne